May 2013
10 posts
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Nightmare...
This morning after he left, I was also left with crazy scary dreams. Scary enough that no matter how many times I was awaken with fear, the scary dream continues—the same story, same plot, same scenario, same fear it brings in my very spine. Though it was two different scary dream, it were both somehow connected to..hiding, running in fear, being chased and “death”-though that...
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“Losing a battle or losing everything we thought we possessed will bring us...”
– Manuscript found in Acra, Paulo Coelho
“In the cycle of life there is no such thing as victory or defeat; there is only...”
– Manuscript found in Acra, Paulo Coelho
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There's no easy way to break somebody's heart.
Last night was an eye-opener. I am holding on to nothing but his love for me, sadly, its not enough. Its not that, his love is not enough for me, but its not enough for us to have a happy love story. Its not enough to make things well, its now enough to suffice all that’s missing, to cover all the flaws and most of all, its not enough to correct the mistakes of the past. There are greater...
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Today, I let go of the best thing that ever happened in my life. Today, I made the toughest decision I ever made in my entire existence. Today, I gathered all my strength and courage to hurt us both, for the good of us both. Today, I used my head above my heart. Today, (perhaps) I lost my greatest love. Cause today… I let go of him.
03 May 2013
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What will you do, if the BEST thing that ever happened in your life is greatly considered to be a mistake?
April 2013
8 posts
1 tag
“I still love you in my own fucked-up way.”
– The Silver Linings Playbook
March 2013
2 posts
I believe Pope Benedict’s resignation and Pope Francis’ delegation is part of God’s plan… to awaken the flames of our Catholic Faith and keep it burning.
For all of us to FEEL IT, again—that we are everywhere, around the world, we are all TOGETHER, we are ONE, we are FAMILY. That it can’t feel any better to be in love with the Lord, and to be united as...
February 2013
3 posts
“Ahhh Renz…” he whispered in my ear, in my very ear. And I can feel him. I can feel how struggling he is inside; how much he is trying, how in pain he is as well, how lost he is at the moment, and how much he wants to hold on still. I can feel him. I can feel his very “feeling” at that time, at that very moment. I can feel how truly, how deeply, how honestly, he...
Sweet X Ecstasy Milkshake and Cookie Bar
Milkshakes, Cookies and Burger. Plus a lot of Art and ‘deep’ ambiance, that’s what this bar has to offer. One-of-a-kind isn’t it?
In the middle of the busyness of Cubao, Quezon City rests this sweet haven. Sweet X Ecstasy Milkshake and Cookie Bar indeed offers sweetness and ecstasy.
Catch up with an old friend, have a date with someone special, or...
January 2013
1 post
3 tags
Ang sarap lang pumasok sa work when there’s someone who’ll go 2 hours earlier than his time of duty just to pick you up home and walk you to your work.
6 January 2013
December 2012
1 post
“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”
– William Shakespeare (via laceofpearls)
November 2012
7 posts
3 tags
This is sweet. In a random conversation thru text message, I mentioned to ‘him’ that my X has been bugging a friend, asking if ‘we’ are still together and said that he wants to come back. ‘He’ answered, “Kung kaya niya ko.” Then I melt. =) 20 Nov 2012
October 2012
1 post
This is the hardest feeling I’ve ever felt so far…
Not knowing what to exactly feel.
September 2012
9 posts
#melts
23 Sept 2012
10:59 am
T’was a random Sunday. He called and said he was near home, he told me to eat meals, and all those “typical reminders.” Then he said bye and hung up.
After 15 mins. or so, i did not expect to receive a call from him again. Surprised though I was, I answered his call…
He said: “May nakalimutan ako sabihin…”
I said:...
I love you. Goodbye.
“Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That’s...”
“God will use your pains, your hurts, and your sufferings in order to create a...”
– The Manila Feast
“…If you’ve been to so much pain, don’t say “why?”...”
– Bro. Obet Cabrillas
“Recovering from a break up is always like in moving on from a death of loved...”
You’re the person who made me realize that I am capable of falling in love again; you’re the one who made my already-stagnant-to-death-heart beat again; you made me feel that I can be well taken care of, I can be spoiled, I can be deeply loved—and that I am all worth it.
You bewitched me in ways I can’t decipher. And once again, because of you, after such a looonnngg...
August 2012
13 posts
“Lord, I love this man.”
– 50 Shades Darker
How long can I endure this?
"What can I do to make you understand I will not run? What can I say?"
He gazes at me, revealing his fear and anguish again. He swallows. "There is one thing you can do."
"What?" I snap.
"Marry me."
-Fifty Shades Darker
Smitten
I never want to fall, no intentions at all, did not submit to the feeling in any way possible, but I woke up 1 day… And found myself totally smitten in every way
24 August 2012
LM & MN, I miss them both. I miss the old them. I miss the old us. They have changed—a lot; perhaps I have changed too. I lot have changed. Sometimes I wish it (all) never did.
06Aug2012
“Most of the great things we want in life are intimidating. That’s what...”
– Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo, He’s just not that into you
“Cheating is cheating. It doesn’t matter whom it was with or how many times...”
– Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo, He’s just not that into you 